TILL YOU SPOT THE CLOUD

Last night, in one of my random conversations with a close friend, I grumbled of a prayer that I have been hoping that God would have answered by now. On and on I expressed my broken expectation as I tried to dissect why that prayer was yet to be answered.

In his usual calm and sober manner, the friend reminded me of the story of Elijah and his servant. Immediately after proving to the Baal prophets that there is only one true God, Elijah goes on to pray for rain. One would expect that after such a powerful showdown with the Baal prophets, Elijah's prayer for rain would be answered immediately. However, Scripture records that the sign of rain did not come immediately. Elijah bent down to the ground and put his face between his knees. After each prayer, his servant would go and to look toward the sea for a sign of rain..

The trend continued. he prays, his servant goes to look towards the sea. Six times, there was no sign. He continued in prayer.
On the 7th trip to look toward the sea, the servant came back with a good report : at last, "A cloud as small as a man's hand is risibgbfrok the sea"

At the end of the conversation the friend said to me, "Do not be discouraged, what you are praying for is in God's will and He will answer it. What we don't know is "When".
This is my encouragement to you as well. It is human to feel discouraged, but just because the cloud did not appear during the first round of prayer doesn't mean it won't be answered. Pray until your cloud appears

THE MUSIC FADED

I love Sundays. I find them great days to refresh and rejuvenate physically and spiritually, before getting into another week. Going to church helps me to re-energize. It offers me a time to fellowship with other believers, which I really cherish.

With the current situation, It is now five weeks since we attended church as we know it. Like so many other things,  it had never occurred to us that going to church was actually a great privilege. Same way, going to work, to market places, to farms, to hotels were just normal things.

This last week I was pondering over the story behind the  Song The Heart of Worship by Matt Redman. It was written in the 1990s when believers in that church had become so apathetic and accustomed to instruments of worship that they were no longer truly worshiping. They went to church, but majorly for the good nice,music. The song was written as a wake-up call to the believers to go back to a Heart of Worship, when its purely about Jesus.

As I look at the turn of events due to Corona, I am beginning to think that for believers, it is yet another opportunity to go back to true worship. We have enjoyed the warmth of fellowship so much, but this is the time to go home and worship together as a family. It is the time to say that though the music has faded (or Reggae has stopped as some like to say) and church buildings have been closed, our bodies will now be the temples of the Holy Spirit as the Scripture exhorts us. Even with the buildings closed, remember that God is answering the prayers that His faithfuls are making from their homes.

I pray that this season will be a time that we can seek the Lord earnestly, individually and as families. That when the church buildings reopen, the fellowship will be even stronger because individually, we will all have been strengthened.I pray that the fire at the family altars shall be rekindled never to be put out again. That a revival shall happen right at the family

DON'T WAIT YOUR LIFE AWAY

The trending idiom in Kenya, and probably across the world is “When Corona Ends...” We are really looking forward to the end of COVID-19 pandemic and to the return of the normal life as we know it. 

Recently, in my random thinking, I remembered the story of a young boy who was gifted a magic wand by his grandma. This wand allowed him to skip the unpleasant things that he did not want in life. For instance, if he was in class and the teacher was boring he would pull the wand and the class would end. If he was in high school and didn’t like the food served or probably the preps, he could pull the wand and he would be done with high school. The boy pulled and pulled the wand and soon enough, his life was over.

As I sit here, equally waiting for the corona to pass, I just caught myself thinking, is it possible that I am waiting my life away? Could it be that I am longing for life to go back to normal yet life is what is currently happening? Am I so used to running the rat race that a little stop feels like the end of the world? Am I unconsciously hoping I had the boy’s wand?

The preacher says there is a time for everything. One of my cousins rightfully reminded me that this is the time for corona. The corona will pass, soon enough. As we look forward to its passing, we cannot afford to sit back, murmur and grumble about this and that. I believe that this is the time to listen to what this break has to tell us. 

A friend shared this with me:

This is a unique chance we have to determine how we will run after the pandemic. This is the time to fix the things in our lives that need fixing. Be it our families, our relationships, our houses, our spiritual lives. This is the time to refocus and strategize on what is truly worth chasing and what to drop when the storm is ever. Truth is, we cannot afford to wait our lives away waiting for the storm to pass. It is time to learn to dance in the rain while picking the lessons that the season has offer.

It is my sincere hope that we will not regret having wasted a season while waiting for another. Keep safe. Wash your hands and sanitize, but don’t wait your life away. Right this moment, life is happening.

THE VERY SAME GOD

How many battles have you ever fought? Or to ask it better, how many battles has the Lord fought for you? Can you even recall? Can you even count them? Or like David in Psalms 40:5, can you confidently say:

Many, Lord my God,are the wonders you have done, the things you planned for us.None can compare with you;were I to speak and tell of your deeds,they would be too many to declare

As the COVID-19 rages on, I would encourage you to take a moment and remember the many times that you felt were the end of you, but God came through for you. Think of the many times that you were ill, when you lacked, when you needed wisdom to handle a situation. The times you were between a rock and a hard place and you felt like you had come to the end of the road. Fast forward, you are here today, alive and well.

With the daily updates, it is easy to get into a state of hopelessness and despair. It is normal to feel like it is all gloomy and like the sun might never shine again. Amidst all that is happening, remember that the Lord who fought for you before and who preserved the nation before is the very same God that we serve. He has not changed and He promised He will never change. His hand is no less powerful now than it was then. The very same God who fought for the Israelites is the very same one who is handling the corona situation right now.

Many storms have come and have passed. Corona has come and it too shall pass. I hear a victory song from a distance. We will emerge with victory songs that, if the Lord had not been by our side, the enemy would have destroyed us. Because God will preserve us, we shall tell the generations to come of His faithfulness. We shall tell them that we stayed home, washed our hands and sanitized. Most of all we shall tell them we put our trust in Him and He came through for us; because indeed He will come through for us.
Oh I cannot wait to sit at the fireplace with my children as I narrate to them of what the Lord did in 2020. 

JUST START

This last weekend was a great one not only because it was my birthday weekend but also because I got the time to spend time with loved ones and we spoke on and on. I am always thrilled by deep conversations and one particular conversation that got me thinking deep was around the saying that a journey of a thousand miles begins with the first step.

In one of the conversations, my friend asked me "Mwari do you know that if you start walking from Maua in the morning to Meru, you will arrive by evening?" The distance from Maua to Meru is 50km. My initial reaction was "Really?! that is too far". However, when I gave a second thought, I realised it is true. Before you begin, you will think it is impossible. When you begin, you will realise that it is possible. It is a long distance, yes, no debate. But if one begins with the determination to get there, they will get there eventually. It will take time, but, one will get there. The person who sits up and folds his hands will never get there.

As we spoke on and on, we remembered many instances that we initially thought were impossible but that we had accomplished eventually.We came up with numerous examples. I realised that the first step to any achievement is  make up your mind and start. Just start. With what you have, start. Probably you would like to own a business someday, but you do not have enough capital now. How about you begin with what you have. Probably you would like you to further your studies but you are worried about the workload. Just begin. When you begin with a made up mind, you will manage that workload,somehow.

It is okay to count your costs and calculate the risks. However, sometimes we count our fears so much, that we forget to add faith to it. You do need to wait until you have it all figured out because that day might never come.For today, just begin.

JUST BOWING?!

This last weekend I got a chance to go on a nature trail. The reward at the end of the trail was a panoramic view of the town. A sight to behold. Beautiful beyond beauty.

As I stood there breath-taken,I remembered the temptations of Jesus in Mathew 4:8-9

Again, the devil took him to a very high mountain and showed him all the kingdoms of the world and their splendor.“All this I will give you,” he said, “if you will bow down and worship me.”

From the view at the mountain top, I could not even try to estimate the worth of the property I was seeing. The view from the mountain where Jesus was being shown must have been much more. And one would think,to get all these, Satan is not asking me for much,it's just to bow down and worship,it will only take a minute right? Then I can have all this wealth glory and fame.is that too much to ask for?

But Jesus' response in Verse 10 was 

“Away from me, Satan!For it is written: ‘Worship the Lord your God, and serve him only."

Friends we cannot afford to be ignorant of the evil one's deceptiveness.We  can easily fall when tempted with the things we have given our hearts to. For Jesus,His heart was well aligned and He knew to worship the Lord only.Not the wealth.

My encouragement is let nothing separate you from the love of God.Not even wealth.Not fame.Not any fleeting pleasures of this life.Even when God blesses you with them,do not bow to any of them.Keep on bowing only to God the giver.

LIFE IS NOW

Whenever someone says life begins at fourty I feel like shouting 'so am I an ovum?'

This last week I have been reading a book titled Life is for living not waiting around.The title alone spoke volumes.
I realised that every so often we are waiting for something else to happen so that we can ideally start living.We wait to lose weight, get a good job, get married, get children, children grow up, to reach forty, to marry them our children to build big houses and what is left? No wonder the common expression I can't wait..

Friends life is happening today right now right where you are.It doesn't start when you have it all together.Even when its all falling apart it's part of the grander puzzle.Its falling into place.Dance in the rain right now if you must but most of all start living in the now.Plan for the future yes, but live in the today.